Monday, August 19, 2013

hair and other things

I have a problem okay, I hold on to things. I hate change. I haven't had a haircut in 5 years because I'm deathly afraid of the hairdresser messing shit up.

My hair was so long it became such a nuance to maintain it. You wouldn't believe how fast I go through bottles of conditioner. Finally I convinced myself to cut it.







Okay, instant regret. I guess I just don't have the mentality that says "oh it's just hair, it'll grow back". Suddenly I realized 5 years is a very long time! When you have something for that long it really becomes a part of you (as stupid as this sound...because hair is actually a part of you =____=)

Anyways this post really isn't about hair. 

My boyfriend went to China for a month and I miss him D:< like hair, he's been with me for a long time and I just realized how much I'm dependent on him. I tried to clean up the apartment today and realized I didn't even know where the garbage shoot is.

Also regrettably I couldn't donate any of my hair because it's been dyed too many times...I guess I could've collected it and made extensions for myself but that seems a little weird. Like a snake shedding its skin and then wearing it like a skin coat.

It can only go up from here

It's been a while yes. I'm still Jenny and I still do things...BUT  a lot has happened.  I got another dog. Her name is LuLu and s...